just these stark words i find

Sun, 21 May 2006 22:41:56 GMT

most productive event of last night:

building a mini-fire at wild cat lake at 1 am.

[thanks, saxo]

hopefully next weekend, we'll have a Place To Go.
hahaha

Wed, 10 May 2006 06:13:56 GMT

dearest summer, i long for thee

i miss being tan and not going to school

eff you, AP

Tue, 09 May 2006 05:35:46 GMT

at approximately 4:30 tomorrow, a celebration needs to happen

Tue, 02 May 2006 01:24:17 GMT

i love-slash-hate shopping with my mother.

i spent $40 today that otherwise would have gone to food, gas, movies, substances, etc.
which sucks

but on the otherhand.. as i got 2 pairs of shoes, a pair of jeans, sunglasses, a necklace, and a tank top, made possibly by the $70 my mom spent on me... i suppose it was a pretty smart move.

PS, does tonight's agenda include studying for the compsci test that's tomorrow???
somehow i doubt it

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 04:01:14 GMT

yesterday i had ISS, and then went home and did nothing. got a few calls to hang out, but lacking a car & living in bremerton... i stayed home. and was bored.

today i babysat afterschool, and then came home. where i got online, and (now) got bored.

when did life become so uneventful??

i believe i'm getting my new license tomorrow, and my car back on thursday, so WITH LUCK, things will start looking up and being exciting again

i LOVE this weather, maybe its making me restless

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:01:29 GMT

i didnt know kris nyquist worked at cold stone, but norwegian kristoffer was nice enough to inform me today...

Kristoffer "Lollypop" Løland.. Give me milk and cookies, or I`ll eat all you wookies! (USA!!) says:
no you wont... you`ll never live... not until you had kris nyquist be your hot, dirty ice cream waiter!!!

& this is coming from the awkward one! hahahaha thank god.

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 06:06:56 GMT

i was gonna watch grey's anatomy, but it wasnt on, that new show 'what abuot brian' was premiering instead... it was pretty good, i was suprised! but the really good part was the music. the who, tom petty, some other song i didnt know but liked.. high quality. its on again tomorrow, i may have to tune in.

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 04:36:58 GMT

prom was a good night.. i'm pretty sure.

dani and michelle were seriously the best dates ever.

for those of you who saw me afterwards, sorry if i made a complete ass of myself

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:55:58 GMT

mumbo jiggy: I seem to remember her saying something along the lines of "the only 'bush' I trust is my own" when we were talking about our intrepid president.

never again.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:03:58 GMT

looks like one more night with out sleep, but the last two have been without any aid. just good old fashioned not letting myself sleep cause i have too much to do.

man, o man, that takes a toll on the body.

i feel awful right now.

hey, do you know if you are required to be at mock crash to go to prom? i think you are, but i think i feel a rare one day sickness coming on... we'll see if i'm okay to go to school tomorrow

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 21:54:08 GMT

thank god

spring break is the best idea anyone has ever come up with (excluding toilet paper and electricity)

i'm soooo happy, the last two nights have been fantastic, the end.

H0WEVER... i am going to eventually need to sleep, seeing as how i've only had maybe 2 hours of sleep since thursday night. Ha!

ps, i wish i could've gone to wes' last night... =[ i had no ride cause the girls i was with dont really know that crowd. but it sounds like everyone had fun, so good times all around i guess =]

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 07:00:44 GMT

CONFESSION:

i cried watching grey's anatomy tonight

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:04:36 GMT

i played tennis with saby today,
and i must admit,
i had more fun playing tennis in today's match than i have had in quite some time

tonight:
spaghetti + ping pong + card games
with michelle&dani

i'm a happy person
&.not.out.of.control

bellarmine

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 04:29:54 GMT

The Bad News: i lost my tennis match.

The Good News: i almost hit one of those prep school bitches in the chest, and ACTUALLY hit the other one in the leg. Fuck yeah, that'll teach them to not make bad calls... hahaha i have a tendency towards agression when i play tennis, if you didnt notice.

The Better News: i dearly love saby, coco, and risa, and our talks on the bus, Thank God. =]

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 05:36:44 GMT

uhhh there's a GIANT seal on the beach directly in front of my house.

its HUGE.

it was in the paper, they think its giving birth.
but seriously, i went out there with a flashlight to look at it just now, and its just chillin there, sleeping...
AND ITS MASSIVE.

w0w

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 05:39:18 GMT

hella sweet captains of the tennis team:
me, kelsey smith, sabrina macduff

holla

p.s. i'm hereby placing a hex upon mrs. king for giving us this ridiculous poetry assignment, but more importantly, for those goddamn TERMS.

My Goals

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 01:58:24 GMT

tomorrow i want to wake up early enough to stop by starbucks AND make it to first period in time.

tomorrow i want to be pleasant to people.

tomorrow i want to actually work hard at school, take care of things that need to be done.

tomorrow i want to work on terms for AP Lit.

tomorrow i want to focus on the positive, and save the bad things for another day.

maybe i'll have a good monday =)

PS

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 03:48:01 GMT

to DUSTIN WHITE:

happy 18th birthday!

you're legal! how's it feel?
finally, you're actually ALL0WED into the hookah bar..
haha!

<3

this is me bitching, feel free to keep scrolling..

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 03:44:54 GMT

today began realy shitty. like as shitty as it can get.

BUT! i got my acceptance letter to Santa Clara University today.

reason to be happy. right?

o no, because then i talked to my dad.

-- hey, i got accepted to santa clara!
-- o, whats that mean?
-- uh, it means i'm not going to OC, haha! [cause he's been threatening me with that for the last month]
-- you dont know that. well OC's a lot cheaper than a california private school.

gee, thanks for killing the 1 minute of elation i had going.

arent parents usually happy and supportive when their kids get into college?? or is that just some fantasy i had, and in real life parents act like they dont want their kids to succeed?

but o, thats right, i love drugs, so i couldnt possibly get into college, right dad?

whatever. all i can say abuot this day is "THANK GOD I'M GONE IN AUGUST."

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 05:25:17 GMT

...as a result of the last week, things are either MUCH more complicated,
or they're just plain amazing.

i cant tell yet, but i'll find out.

kelsey, here's to spending hella time together again!!

"i live for those nights i wont remember, with the friends i'll never forget"
seems fitting for the last 6 days, dont you think??

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 22:20:39 GMT

"There is a genocide going on in Sudan at the moment. Why doesn't anyone care?

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/18674

Please read this article."

seriously.. read.

My New Passion...

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 03:28:39 GMT

BELLY DANCING with shannon michelle and kelsey was the best idea Ever!!!

o god, i cant wait for our outfits

you girls make me =D

p.s. michelle doing the robot in the joann's parking lot = amazing

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:41:04 GMT

so maybe its not perfect. we'll just ignore the problems, cause we're good at that.

at this point, i dont even care. if thats what it takes to keep this friendship intact, then whatever, i'm game to play along

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 20:23:09 GMT

FIRST OFF -- i kinda like my userpic of that fat kid... he might just be my hero.

SECOND OFF -- i'm posting in lj in the middle of the day on monday because i'm home from school, and really bored.

i feel like shit... still. is it possible for me to be feeling the effects from saturday night now?? a day and a half later??? its possible that i'm just sick, i suppose.

ehhh...

i almost wish i believed in concept of 'slowing down' right now, but my foot is on the accelerator and no where near ready to hit the brake, so i guess i'm just gonna try to make it home in one piece.. and with any luck, it'll be one hell of a ride

hangover

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 21:20:22 GMT

yeah, so... i pretty much woke up still drunk. that hasnt happened in a looong time.
and then i had to go out to seabeck to pick up my car from lake sindakrwoanlrwahoianlk something.
it was all good times, last night was pretty fun. kinda had ups and downs tho.. awkward bathroom conversation, missing marius like crazy.. but hanging out with people i'd just met & getting drunk totally made up for the bad.

but now i'm just confused as hell. i'm happy the kid still loves me, i'm loving that we can txt now and we talk everyday again.. but, really, what good does it do when he's still thousands of miles away?
and then there's me doing stupid shit and kinda fucking things up.. potentially with more than one person. soooo... where does this leave me?